As I sit here thinking about my life I look into the distance and realize change isn't just hovering over me Winter too is overtaking autumn, I can see. The soothing breeze is now chilly And the thoughts in my mind hazy Life seems all messed up through my smudgy eyes which also wonder about the changing sky. Winter they say marks the end -conclusion of the year, life as well. If only the confused soul of mine could get -the solace of being clarified- things could turn out in a different way. Like the wintry weather are the insides of me People would call it the effect of being lonely Assuming is something they always like It's my choice to be alone, they recite Having loved winter since the days of fantasy for the cozy warm moments of cuddling as a kid now in the cusp of adulthood I see winter as lonesome as me. Lost are the moments of giggling and laughing Now emotions are as dry as fallen leaves. Longing is what I fin